Daybreak

I wonder if you have ever had one single day alone. Completely alone, within your body stripped of a role to embody. Nobody else to view you in keeping you in check with the person you’re supposed to be. No one there to spark your voice the specific way it is in any scene. Scenes which deliver context for your stream of consciousness, and cause your behavior. When you are not the narrative demanded by your inborn family, or the performer from your school or job place, or the significant other they need you to be… it is only here, absent of societal expectations, where someone becomes awakened to deeper senses entailed in being human.

The most important aspect of my life these days is to continually represent nothing besides my personal nature. Personal nature would be the qualities of your character, unique to you based on your experiences and empathetic relations to them. My intention currently is to exist freely outside or beyond any and all structures or systems, all together. This means I am unattached to a job role, and unhooked to a person or group influencing my thoughts, words, and actions. Thus, my personal nature is authentic. This authenticity allows me to relate within the world in my most desired ways - without underlying motives effectively inside the structures we are dressed up in. 

I recognize that we all are in places for reasons; it is impossible to live without locational or social context. Even so, I find the problem with organizations to be their blockage of one’s ability to cultivate selfhood. When one is caught up in their role for the company they’re woven into, there is no internal thought for your role as anything else. We become set in one type of lifestyle, and get comfortable enough in it, without ever expanding our mind into the possibilities greater than or instead of the said lifestyle. This limited scope of what we can do and be, in my opinion, is literally selling us short of our human potential. 

Our culture, based on a system of time, value, money, talent, necessity, and health, is a flexible foundation for all to navigate. The key is to see yourself tied into all this, then prove yourself and these factors in harmony. The ideas you pursue change; character development is eternal. As of lately, I am not actually pursuing anything specific, or chasing a desired outcome. I appear nowhere as an effect; I am only found in my causes. My causes are actually not “for” or “in support of” XYZ. Right now, my causes are oppositional. Advocating for oneself can be exertion, and equally withdrawal. My present mission is my:

• Unparticipation in interactions rooted in business. I remove myself from transactions between customer and service-giver, from both sides. 

• Unsubscription from the goal of one spouse and our procreation as a basic need. I aim to invite love into my sphere, and aim for it to be in various shapes throughout a lifetime.             

I believe that when we work exclusively on our personal nature, the effects are desires. Rather than have a desire and obtain it, I manage my own wellness, and the choices which follow are the paths I want to go on. I’m not special in understanding the dangers of capitalism are a diminished mind and smited will. But I am of those special folks who are inspired to make moves in awareness of that point, and exemplify a livelihood by which it is obvious my mind is open and in infinite expansion, and my free will actively reflects my optimal contentment. 

Part of the revolution I create on the planet is heard in my voice, never sugar coated around the normalcy of reporting from a place of employment for money, nor in upholding some illusion between myself and the people I know. My presence and vocality are on behalf of my whole… my whole, being the entirety of my reality as exactly and only myself, no strings attached. As our professional titles and hats worn in family are all we know how to act and speak in, it is in our deprogramming from this routine that we evolve in new and exciting directions. I have become an earthling in my best version, growing unlimited, with this lesson. 

Imagine yourself… you are not what you do for money, and you are not your attachment to your people… who are you?