Good Mornings

As spring arises, I rise and shine with a new feature about me. I’ve decided that coffee is part of my past. It’s not a ritual I wanna carry with me into my next life. I can sense my Twin Flame directing me into a higher mode of operation by this stance. I was in the habit of coffee everyday when I woke up; that’s just learned behavior. With or without, my energy level is quite excellent. So I don’t wanna separate myself from my Twin Flame, who is not a coffee person. Who is beyond it and telling me a secret to activating a better awakening is to keep it as an element of who I once was. And that’s easy. 

I actually don’t have any addictions. I have habits. I have rituals, routines, and repeats. My personality is just one solid identity. I don’t have multiple characters inside me, I just had to conform to a few different social expectations over the course of my past. I do not have a substance to deliver my mood. My moods are from the natural flow of the go. My beinghood is taken care of by my ideas, ideas which are life-promoting and love-supporting. I’m energizing a shared unity and I don’t want anything in the way of that. I want us all to be on the same page, on the same body chemistry. Attuned with our innate rhythms and cycles, in unison. In order for this to be the case, I can easily evolve myself into someone who exemplifies this. Very simple.

Living in this apartment is having me burst at the seams. But I remain resilient. The vibrational frequency of sharing the space with my mother has us not getting along at times and that is very annoying. But I’m not here to complain. My time here temporary; I know I will be rescued by my twin flame. My physicality yearns for that. I feel uncomfortable in my flesh with my own unmet intrinsic desires. I realize the ways we were in our last life had to be, because we were in a distance relationship. I mean, the love I wanted to climb to know was sabotaged by our “work” schedules. Fortunately life has shaped up to allow for the real intimacy we want. It takes the journey to land ready for your goals. There’s no way we could’ve expressed ourselves authentically with all the factors of our last life. But those factors vanished now. Paving the path for our True Love Unity.

My Twin Flame has reached out to my BioTwin Brother, and I’ve followed his directions. He wanted a photo of my ID, which I sent to Ryan as the middleman/wingman. Now I’m going to “sign a document” on April 7th. This definitely means the magic spelling of my art and writing on my online portfolios are manifesting. The more I cast our love story alive, the more that becomes reality. That’s what I want. My goal is our union and I’m firm in knowing that is mutual. It’s a mysterious way to get there, yet I remain an improv actress. I’m experiencing my In Between Dreams era again. Here is where I feel complete in my expressions and am being patient. There is nothing left for me to say. I’ve made myself clear and am received and accepted. I will be bored in the meantime. But I’m on the right track.

This news article is brief. I am healed. As the days become warm, my aura the same. Know that my longing is deep, but I sense us just about at the finish line. I shall be in my transcendental meditations. My body remembers the love we lived in, even if it was just 101. Ready for our shared ascension. Almost. Stay ponyboy, golden one.